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Virtuous
07:47
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Patience is a virtue
Until you let it hurt you
You wait around
To break new ground
But never picked up the hammer
Love is just distortion
You're split into portions
Half selves
Stacked on shelves
Love is elimination
Manners are on an axis
Both saviors and fascists
Stomp around
Break new ground
And snatch the other's hammer
Sympathy is gone
Lost to American songs
Flying flags
Wearing rags
Sucking authority's cock
I'm virtuous
Can't you see?
I'm virtuous
Look at me!
Please!
I'm virtuous
Can't you see?
I'm virtuous
Look at me!
Please!
I'm a simple man
I'm easy to understand
I'm a whore
A toy of war
A blood-curse and a god-send
I will grow in pain
Sing songs of disdain
Cry and whine
Sling my slime
Biting authority's cock
I see lonely gods
Grasping on their straws
Mining for
Shit and ore
Something to take control of
Patience is distortion
Go steal every portion
Simple men
Sing in tens
Swing your fucking hammer
I'm virtuous
Can't you see?
I'm virtuous
Look at me!
Please!
I'm virtuous
Can't you see?
I'm virtuous
Look at me!
Please!
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2. |
Fisher King
03:17
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Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
I can hardly stand
I'm not a king, nor a man
Say the words to heal my body
Thy kingdom come
I'm way too young
Say the words to heal my body
Percival, my brave sir knight
Come before me and shine the light
And say the words to heal my body
I beg you now
This kingdom is crumbling down
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
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3. |
Big Black Dog
04:07
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I'm afraid of the big black dog
I don't know what the hell he wants
Sitting there with his big black paws
Where the hell did this dog come from?
He follows everywhere I go
Never gives me any time alone
Never barks, never bites my throat
But I'm still followed by the big black dog
Woah, oh oh
A killer hound
That just lurks and growls
Woah, oh oh
Big black dog
Drive around in my small red car
Stealing drinks in karaoke bars
Even days where I got so far
I'm still followed by the big black dog
Woah, oh oh
A killer hound
That just lurks and growls
Woah, oh oh
Big black dog
Woah, oh oh
A killer hound
That just lurks and growls
Woah, oh oh
Big black dog
Woah, oh oh
Every town, I get lost, then found
Woah, oh oh
Big black dog
Big black dog
Big black dog
Big black dog
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4. |
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Everyone around me seems to be
Growing into themselves effortlessly
I contemplate to be or not to be
And what I love is surely hurting me
Oh, geez
Gravel in my shoes piercing my feet
Feels like another you taking stabs at me
But out of everything that I believe
I never believed you believed in me
I needed you
I needed to believe
That someone else was like me
That I could feel good for free
And that you believed in me
Starting up my car without the keys
It's not fancy, it just understands me
Crank the radio, I sing in high keys
Ian beside me singing harmony
Oh, geez
22 year old me needs my teenage dream
It's all I can feel, all that I can see
I'd give up my life, I would fucking bleed
Everything he wants is all a boy could need
I needed you
I needed to believe
That someone else was like me
That I could feel good for free
And that you believed in me
Lie in bed in terror of what haunts me
Creeps from underneath up onto my sheets
It crawls inside my head, takes control of me
It's everything I fear, everything I need
I roll around in dirt looking for my mind
Rusty scraps of thoughts are all I can find
Wishing I was dead, wishing I was blind
Over needing you even one more time
I needed you
I needed you
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Why does everything happen so fast?
I look around me, and I'm always last
I try to plant my feet
But I can never seem to grasp
But I'm not a monkey
I don't have thumbs on my feet
Why does every dead man have such a blast?
He sees the end, and it makes him act
Every time I see you again
Our distance grows more vast
Just until the night time
Suddenly you're texting me
Every time we fuck, you say you're so sorry
Please shut the fuck up, I know that you're sorry
If you really feel so bad
Please just stop fucking me
I hate that I love you
I wish you were nothing to me
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6. |
Fuga Sentimenti
04:20
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Last night I dreamed that I was a prisoner
In some made up jail
The walls were green, my clothes were clean
Each day I sorted mail
Nobody came to visit me there
These guys were tough as nails
So I could escape, I built a boat and a sail
But there's no water inside this jail
Fuga sentimenti
I spend my days lamenting
Fuga sentimenti
I can't wait to sleep tonight
Last night I dreamed I built a flying machine
It's wingspan was nine feet wide
It carried me to Northern Italy
Where I spent the rest of my life
I painted trees with Davinci and we
Smoked weed every Friday night
But he never cleaned, and he left on the TV
Every day, we would bicker and fight
He said he doesn't have time
To do the dishes, he has to work
I said, "you never have time
To do the dishes
You always work"
Fuga sentimenti
I spend my days lamenting
Fuga sentimenti
I can't wait to sleep tonight
I woke up to a world where I am
Running on an empty tank
Instead of a jail, I am in my room
With empty bottles from the rum I drank
Instead of apprenticing with Leonardo
I am staring at the canvas blank
I wonder what tonight I'll dream
and what fantasies I've yet to think
Fuga sentimenti
I spend my days lamenting
Fuga sentimenti
I can't wait to sleep tonight
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7. |
The Dogs in the City
06:57
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Songs from within
Push and pull against my skin
I don't control the flow, I just follow where it's been
You want the master to give in
Acolytes at sea
Praying for the man I want to be
You cannot tame the song, you just do your best to sing
You want the master to be clean
Howling like a dog
Rolling 'round in the mud
Quenched for a drop in the well
Feeding everyone but myself
Howling like a dog
Analyze machines
I do not dictate what it means
An effort for the life that all else fails to bring
You want the master to get wringed
Hungry like a wolf
Starving for the mind of a fool
I am not an artist, I'm a vessel and a tool
You want the master to be cool
Howling like a dog
Rolling 'round in the mud
Quenched for a drop in the well
Feeding everyone but myself
Howling like a dog
Long ago I heard
The tale of a dog who wandered
Streets of gold within the city
To find his long lost soul
Howling like a dog
Rolling 'round in the mud
Quenched for a drop in the well
Feeding everyone but myself
Howling like a dog
Aftermath
Taking home hard cash
Searching for songs like the ones of your past
Don't want the master to fall flat
One more word
All I need is to be heard
I don't care about consistency in my work
You want the master to be sure
Howling like a dog
Rolling 'round in the mud
Quenched for a drop in the well
Feeding everyone but myself
Howling like a dog
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8. |
Whom the Grail Serves
10:29
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I don't get mad like I used to
Things happen to me, I
Sit idly by
Where's the angst I thrived on?
I used to scream and shout
But now my heart pounds, and nothing comes out
I can't handle defeat
I'm on the edge of my seat
Just to see where this dead-end leads
I feel objectified
I've turned myself into
A carnival, and I'm the only one who rides
My prime lies behind
There's only seven notes
And every single one's been wrote
I'm no Leonardo
And you've never been the type
to sit and smirk for hours at a time
I don't wanna go home
This boat is all I know
After all these years, it still brings me to tears
I can't face the truth
I refuse to say the words
To heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
I can hardly stand
I'm not a king, nor a man
And now I barely trust my own hands
Thy kingdom come
I'm way too young
The world is hopeless upon my tongue
Percival, my brave sir knight
Come before me and shine the light
The holy grail is my final fight
I beg you now
This kingdom's crumbling down
The war is over, the words are loud
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words to heal my body
This is the end for our beloved king. Percival approaches the castle dour and shouts upon the guards that he is here to heal the Fisher King Wound. He trudges through the bog and approaches the lake, lifting his muddy boots up into the canoe, the sweat of his palms seeping into his wooden paddle. Out there, in the center of The God's Pool, he finds the Fisher King. He boards the Fisher King's rotting vessel and looks upon his glass eyes. Finally, Excalibur in one hand, grail in the other, our king holding onto his very last breath, Percival speaks unto him the following words:
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Every picture I paint has the same shape
Let it dry then I cry
Every movie I watch has the same name
Sequel marathon
Ian fills in the plot when I get lost
It's more often than not
I sing along to "I In Team"
I sing the words he forgot
Where will I go?
The turn is mine, the dice need rolled
Spotlights on me
I stop and breath
How will I know?
If I'm depressed or if I'm stoned?
Spotlights on me
I stop and breath
Zyla's keeping me sane, I think I'm insane
She tells me I'm doing well
My mother's worried about my salvation
She thinks I'm burning in hell (oh well)
Every time I escape a hot-head's matchbox
I still get caught in the flame
Throw me into a pool and watch me fizz out
We are one in the same
Where will I go?
The turn is mine, the dice need rolled
Spotlights on me
I stop and breath
How will I know?
If I'm depressed or if I'm stoned?
Spotlights on me
I stop and breath
I think I miss you a lot
I really miss you a lot
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10. |
Beans and Toast
02:50
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Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
I fuck around with things
I can't control
But I want control
I like to know things
I don't think that I
Should wanna know
I gaze upon the
Ocean of my soul
And see a man that I don't know
I think it's
Time to go; no, wait
I think you should stick around!
Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
Colorful days
and nights, I walk, I see--
Uh, I see the boats
Empty plates that
Once held beans and toast
But I, uh-- I need a dog to roast!
Nothing's great
But everything's okay
At least, that's what you say
And, as for me? I think I'll
Stick around, at least--
At least another season or two!
Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
Over my head, it goes
Like "oooooohh"
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